Little bit over here...or maybe just tired. I freaked out this am thinking I was prego because I've been so tired lately...but I don't think that's the case. Maybe just tending to a toddler and babe and the busy bustle of the holidays. Caleb's been hot and cold. The usual...tantrums...melt downs....not so bad or worse than the norm, but tiring still. Lucas keeps tricking us :) He's done a couple 10 hr sleep stretches at night! Two nights in a row actually, on the weekend and when we had help around. But then, last night, up every three hours and a super short afternoon nap today. It's been two years of sleep sagas so you'd think I would be used to the sometimes-inconsistent sleep by now right? Nope! I'm a girl who likes her beauty sleep and when I don't get it...well, I get a lil grumpy. But I can't complain too much. Lucas is so happy when he is awake and so mellow during the day that I don't mind. These days pass so quickly. I already get so sappy about him not being a newborn anymore! I really could cry just thinking about how fast it is going...tear. Anyway. Caleb's been super sweet lately with Lucas. He sings to him all the time "Lukie Lukie!" He loves chatting with him when Lucas wakes up. He rubs his head and just lays next to him whenever. Even though his melt downs drain me completely, Caleb is at such a fun age. He pretty much narrates his entire day to us. From the time he wakes up "awake! awake! light, light'" to the time he goes to bed, he is constantly talking. He's at the point where we have to watch what we say because he picks up on a lot of things we don't remember saying. For example, whenever Lucas cries Caleb says, "don't cry lukie, don't cry" it cracks me up. But I don't think Dave or I have ever told Lucas not to cry...we just say oh Lucas is crying let's help him..." My favorite is Caleb's constant Thank yous and no thank you's. Sometimes he'll be so upset and after he calms down he'll hold my hand and say 'tank you mama' Do they come much sweeter? So, even though I'm in a state of
constant exhaustion, it is worth it. Totally worth it for these two little guys.
Sometimes I feel like just throwing myself over the couch and calling it a day. Caleb's in a major stage of jumping and climbing...maybe that was what he was trying to do here? Not entirely sure...

We had our Happy Birthday Jesus Party tonight with my bible study gals. All the kids were there. It was a lot of fun. I got all teary eyed when the children sang the Happy Birthday song to Jesus. Their sweet little voices filled the room. It was truly precious! (Can you tell Caleb looks a bit tired? The result of a very short nap this afternoon)

Caleb helped decorate the tree last night, he was pretty excited this morning to find the decorations still there! Every so often through the day he goes over and takes one down...(maybe by Christmas we'll be back down to just lights :)

And my sweetness.

Just some Tuesday ramblings :) Counting down till hubby is on vacation and in the mean time, eenjoying my klove Christmas station online in the evenings and when I cook dinner with Caleb in the afternoons. I love the advent season and all the beautiful Christmas songs at church. I hope everyone has a blessed week before Christmas!