Trust

My Worst Parenting Moment. So Far.

1. A sick baby/toddler/child. I think this one takes the cake for me. The most helpless I feel is when Caleb is sick and there isn't always much we can do to help him. I always worry that it's worse than it is and more often than not it has turned out to be something Dr. worthy. I hate having a sick baby :(

Caleb's 3 hour nap (tired guy) today has consisted of constant coughing every few minutes. First with the allergies for two weeks and now with a cold. Ug. I hate the coughing. How he is sleeping through all that hacking is beyond me.

Dave gently puts his hand on me in the dark hours of the night and reassures me that everything will be okay.

Yesterday at church the homily was on TRUST. Trusting that God will get us through it if he brings us to it. And I was reminded to put my Trust in Him. And I think Trusting seems to be my greatest struggle because I air on the side of worry and anxiety. But I won't give up or let my fears consume me. I can Trust. And I will continue to trust in my Heavenly Father.